Give Up

Tiring days
Following your shadow
Coz till now can’t touch you yet

Physically you never belong to me
You existing only on net
whenever I gain access
I can feel your heart beats
from your text you sent
Sometimes can hear your voice

You be my Ghost
Haunted me all the time
All days and nights long
till when we stand in this way
maybe meeting in real
Our big wish never comes true
Suddenly get sad
Thinking about that
not hopeless but just realize
not everything we want
Can be ours

Often I can catch you up
in my dreams
It would be sweet dream
or night ?
Can’t differentiate, if sweet
why causing me in deep sorrow
after knowing that only a dream
Missing you more and more

This condition makes me crazy
I'm give up
give up
because this condition makes me so tired