Athy's Blog

Tiring days
Following your shadow
Coz till now can’t touch you yet

Physically you never belong to me
You existing only on net
whenever I gain access
I can feel your heart beats
from your text you sent
Sometimes can hear your voice

You be my Ghost
Haunted me all the time
All days and nights long
till when we stand in this way
maybe meeting in real
Our big wish never comes true
Suddenly get sad
Thinking about that
not hopeless but just realize
not everything we want
Can be ours

Often I can catch you up
in my dreams
It would be sweet dream
or night ?
Can’t differentiate, if sweet
why causing me in deep sorrow
after knowing that only a dream
Missing you more and more

This condition makes me crazy
I'm give up
give up
because this condition makes me so tired

I understand the things you say,
Even though it makes me sad,

Even if you don’t like me,
I’ll wait someday you see me,
Even if this pain will makes me sad,
I’ll do what I want to do,

I’m happy,
with my feeling
I continue to keep this love for you,
In hope that you’ll come to me,
on a distant far found day,

They think I’m stupid, they laugh at what I do,
They criticize and ridicule this love I have for you,
It dosen’t matter anymore, nothing matters anymore,
The only thing that matters anymore, is the love and what its for,

Just know that I will love you,
And maybe that is sad to hear,
But I will do what I want to do,
Even if that means to wait forever

Maybe you don’t love me,
And you think this will just be more easy,
But I’ll be waiting, in my heart forever,
Even if that means my love for someone else,
Will end up being never.